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Sad and somewhat angry……like a broken record I go…..

I came up to Alaska roughly a dozen years ago after selling my internet company. By the end of the Internet startup boom, I was so dis-enfranchised with people and business as usual that I had to get far, far away. The people, the end-users NEVER wanted to learn how computers and the Internet actually worked, they only wanted it to WORK…….I’ve come to deem this the Button-pusher mentality……..never curious or capable……only wanted IT TO WORK…..push a button, TV on……flip a light switch, lights go on…….and that’s that…….We have evolved a tremendously, overwhelming ARMY OF SELF-ASSURED, conditioned, conditional, selective-judging, good-guy badge wearing…..comfortably-certain…….IDEOLOGICAL ZOMBIES…….virtual dead men walking……

I have always felt things very strongly and often see a picture that no one else sees…..it’s been like this my entire life……and to top things off, I am never at home in any camp……I don’t see Left….I don’t see Right……I don’t see black or white……nor absolutely or relatively……so without a camp…..without an ideological side……its a constant battle against these ideological polarities……I am wrong and an asshole in the Left camp or Right camp…….not an Atheist or a believer in bullshit religious dogma…….an asshole opponent there too……doesn’t matter which house or table I happen to be sitting at…..I am an opponent to these folks that seek to up hold their comfortable certainty……these END-USERS, these POLE-campers……do not know how to LISTEN……let alone think critically…….common man cannot even distinguish correlation from causation……..let alone take the time to build critical-crucial mental models that COMBAT INEVITABLE BIAS……

The End-Users like clock work……simply move the target…..and warp reality, post-hoc to self-suit their already pre-determined comfortable-certainty…….NO REGARD FOR SOLUTION……only victory and consumption for them….in their TRANCE, they seek only to VEST…..to WIN……the truth doesn’t mater to the end-user……sincerity doesn’t matter to the end-user…….MOSTLY-ONLY social proof……how does the MOB feel about this? how does Celebrity so-and-so feel about this……then they jump on that bandwagon of con census or social proof……only so that they can appear alike and familiar……..so that the MOB won’t exile them……so the MOB won’t EAT THEM ALIVE…….

It’s been tough at times during my life, not ever fitting in…..and most-usually being exiled from these comfortably-certain tribal-mobs…..YET I wouldn’t trade where I am with anyone on Earth…..what I have found is beyond COMPARE…..beyond RETURNS…..beyond appetites and their constant appeasement……I could only get to this state by not fitting in….by not feeling comfortably-certain in these camps of familiarity……..because of this……I have been able to cultivate sincere VISION…….

The army of end-users WILL NEVER SEE THE LIGHT of day while gazing from the luxury of their comfy camps of familiarity…..and this my friends is actual HELL……it is the basis of being IRRELEVANT……the root of SUFFERING……simply because an end-user simply wants LIFE to work on its terms…….never bothering to KNOW THY SELF…….never bothering to truly know their neighbor…….

IF these end-users do not wake up sooner rather than later…..the Cosmos will rectify the circumstance……by consuming the critical mass of IRRELEVANCY……this is the nature of black holes……and just like us humans……the Cosmos only consumes the DEAD…….dead bodies…..

BE ALIVE, do not JUDGE…..do not Enable or INFRINGE…..be kind and sincere…….NEVER serious or static……if you feel yourself cultivating a serious-nature, that’s your game sign……your signal that you are off-track….strolling a dirt road………the difference between LOVE and INFATUATION is the same difference between Sincerity and SERIOUSNESS……..serious business is strictly for the self-centered, self-indulgent, insecure MAN…..

if a tree falls in the woods…….93/93

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