I am going to have to start writing every morning to just get all this shit out of me…..writing is among my most favorite things to do, for no good reason.
“You do not realize who I am from what I say to you, but you have become like the Jews, for they (either) love the tree and hate its fruit (or) love the fruit and hate the tree.”
Let’s get personal……..the one major advantage that I’ve had over other people is my ability to see patterns that others do not see……..I can do this without effort for a variety of reasons, one of the biggest reasons is I DO NOT SEEK TO SEPARATE this into this or that into that.
Back in the day, I would hunt whitetail deer in the early morning and in the evening would build computer servers and throw DJ techno parties. I would hang out with my inner-city, thugged out home-boys in some of the roughest places around and would spent the week trapping, hunting and fishing with my old Appalachia mountain friends. Made great friends with drag-queens, flamers, couldn’t-tell-gays and several trans-gender folks……..I was a competitive athlete, a geek and a redneck all rolled into ONE…….
I was blessed to have a father that treated everyone the exact same, from the janitor at the paper mill to the highest executive. As a kid, there were so many times where folks would come up to my father and tell him how much they appreciated him – as sincere as one could get. Those people loved my father because he ACTUALLY SAW and DEEPLY LISTENED to those people, why? Because he actually cared about them, not because he would earn a return, but because he simply cared…..nothing more to it…….because of this, his entire life, people that worked for him, adored him. He didn’t discriminate against socio-economic elements or play other bullshit games. I don’t remember many lectures from my dad, but I sure as hell remember how he made people feel.
By NOT parting the RED SEA……by not separating……BY NOT FUCKING JUDGING YOUR FELLOW MAN…….you begin to cultivate REAL-SIGHT…….just like in that movie Avatar, there’s a touching scene where the character exclaims, “I see you”……..SEEing reality as IT IS……is trusting LIFE…….when we stop trusting life, we DILATE the world down to a pin-prick, everything else dissolves away – and the only element that matters, is SURVIVAL – which is a really a desperate clinging to our social-avatar, our social-id, our bullshit-social-construct……..WE SEEK TO VEST…..to WIN…..to CONSUME our Threat or Opportunity.
When good folks are in TRANCE, they can only entertain other good folks as FOOD…..as either Threat or Opportunity…..the INTENT is to consume…..to get to comfortable-certainty……
There is a good, sticky reason why the theme of DO NOT JUDGE comes up over and over again in Christian mythology…….Do NOT judge is the fundamental pillar of that mythological system…….It’s always been incredibly amazing to me, that almost every single professed Christian has absolutely no idea whatsoever about their own framework, I can prove this in-person with any Christian, doesn’t matter if its a parishioner, bishop or priest…….they never had the KEYS, and they never got in…….’Woe to the Pharisees, for they are like a dog sleeping in the manger of oxen, for neither does he eat nor does he let the oxen eat’…….
IN order to SEE the LIGHT of day……..one must STOP the assuming……one must SILENCE the monkey-mind with his constant JUDGING……this MOST-ESPECIALLY goes for the “un-worthy” self……because those that judge, judge themselves most harshly……..and NONE of this has to be……your conditioned, conditional TRANCE has your existence and personal power MUTED……..and there’s only ONE WAY THROUGH…….you don’t need $$$……you don’t even need to be all that smart…..
All one has to do…..is STOP…….the JUDGING of your fellow man……trade JUDGMENT for EMPATHY……for SUPPORT……the more your brother has fallen, the more you should gather around him…….no matter what……its easy to empathize with victims, that’s EASY……its not easy LOVING the hell out of the Aggressor, the Villain……..but that IS what it takes…..I promise you that.
“Love your brother like your soul, guard him like the pupil of your eye.”
“You see the mote in your brother’s eye, but you do not see the beam in your own eye. When you cast the beam out of your own eye, then you will see clearly to cast the mote from your brother’s eye.”
Love is the LAW, Love under Will